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May 23, 2012
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5 days ago
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May 20, 2012
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May 16, 2012
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May 15, 2012
Why
Why is it that, I do not feel free to post whatever I want online?Why do I type paragraphs that end up in the drafts or trashed? Who am I afraid of? Why shouldn’t I be free to post whatever I want and feel guilt free? What’s out there that could possible detour me clicking the green check? I think I’ll stop these fears for now. I think the main reason I’ve chosen to hide away my words was because I was afraid of jinxing them. I wish to speak out my love. My passion for another human being. It’s been so long since I’ve felt so strongly about someone else. I surprise myself and I am surprised by his actions as well. The combined efforts being made, the struggle, the selflessness, the concern, the genuine interest, the jealousy the willingness and so much more that I .. I just cant describe the joy I have within me. Sure enough, there’s always the possibility that the one thing that bring you so much happiness can lead to your destruction. And so everyday I try to listen to the voice of wisdom. I ask for courage and strength to make as few mistakes as possible. The idea that I have officially lost two important people in my life for the sake of one opens my eyes to the curve balls life isn’t hesitant to throw. I know that I shouldn’t look back… |
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1 week ago
Maroon 5 - The Way You Look Tonight with Lyrics {Frank Sinatra Cover} (by KrisTeeNah84) |
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1 week ago
Just the way you are
I want to take this time to talk about myself. Not sure if anyone is listening because lately I’ve been feeling less and less there. I am not around anymore. Around my family, around my friends around myself. Where I am? I ask but I never really get an answer. I’ve gotten to a point where I feel like I’m talking to a brick wall and so I’ve stopped asking…. I am happy. I love my life. I love the environment I put myself in every morning around 6 am. I love watching, feeling, smelling tasting the seasons transition. I love my new hobby. Making bracelets; building a small collection of vibrant and micro-managed jewelry makes me feel creative regardless of who’s watching. A talent. I love the way my bed wraps me up in its warm embrace each night and the sun kisses my forehead the next day. I love laughing at the anime I am currently enjoying. I love the fact that I am still entertained by anime in general. Guess it wasn’t a phase dad. I love my dynamic fashion sense, one minute I’m sticking beads, feathers, shells in my hair while throwing on a hand made tye dye tshirt - and the next I’m resisting the urge to wobble in 4.5 inch heels in a more fashionable dress. I love the attention he gives me; the ‘i love yous’, the wet kisses, the way we dance in the kitchen and firm hands down my back. I love the laughs we share and the looks we shoot when others are around. I love biting into buffalo wings as much as I love enjoying brown rice and vegetarian pot stickers. I love my hips and my height. I love the idea that I am slowly maturing into what I want to be. |
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